Official blog of @NRyan_Holland (Instagram, Twitter, & Kik). I am an internationally published boudoir and portrait photographer. I shoot portrait, alt, fashion, event, landscape/cityscape, editorial, fine art, portfolio development, and erotic photography.
… [F]or the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: “If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?” And whenever the answer has been “No” for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.
It’s funny when people like this talk, and by talk, I mean allow their insecurities and regrets to bubble out of their ignorant mouths. Hopefully this never happens, but when I’m too old and decrepit to wipe my own ass (in roughly 7 years), the orderlies caring for me at the state-run facility will think I’m a pretty rad old dude for the rose tattoo on my bobbum. Furthermore (and I realize that I’m being mildly contradictory by even posting this), keep your opinions to yourself, because I didn’t remember thinking about you at all when I got any of my tattoos. #nohastagsthankyou